the pool game was under grade.

Woke up at 11.19 and went to bath and wash up.
Got out and bought comics and met the others to play pool.
SIBEI SIAN. maybe i will not play pool for a long time. gonna stay away from it.
hais. what can i do to make things fun and interesting.
No matter how much effort i put in it doesn't seem to hit the benchmark. =[

imagination

Men are creative creatures, they never fail to imagine themselves as a hero, an idol or someone else. And recently i've been imagining myself as a superhero. Lol. childish eh. Thats not a crime.
And a novelist too, got lots of inspiration to write on....

Another imagination was me earning lots of money and going home in a Ducati! woots hope it comes true. I prefer Aston Martin DBS over ducati =.= much safer. hahas.

current life. Searching for jobs. and awaiting for the day when i can set my foot on the holy land of SINGAPORE >.< wakekekes. i wonder when...... sian ah......


A girl can keep her cool and look into the boys eyes and pretend but he know everything is just a play.

Home alone.. nobody to talk to. Just imagining....
I'm the protagonist, the climax, the body of the story, the prologue and the epilogue.
Creating stories... a masquerade...a facade... tainted by lies.
Nobody else... and just me playing all the roles.

Anyway. just ignore the above.
2 days ago i damn old geezer was too stubborn to mess u my life again.
in the first place, i had no job and wanted to go to my uncle's company to work as a baito.
HAIS. My mum discussed it with my dad at vietnam. And this stupid's who gave birth to a child whose much clever than them were to egg brained.
That old man told me that everydays pay would be $10. NOT PER HOUR ! IS PER DAY! LOL.
AND I REJECTED THE OFFER STRAIGHT. THE PAY FOR THAT SUM WOULD BE # TIMES LOWER DEN A NORMAL PAY I CAN EARN OUTSIDE. IS he just Pig brained or what!
Never had there been once he would make me at least content for one second.
His actions are sins. His actions led me and siblings into tortures. His actions made me dislike him. His actions are the WORST.


FORGET HIM! but not FORGIVE.
I will never go vietnam to visit him. If he wants, come back on his own but i won't be around to welcome him. Fcuker!

in facade.

brought into this damn damn damn sickening world to fascinate myself with boredom eh..
When can i go to Singapore? Stay in Malaysia, super sian and i'm beginning to rot on in front of the desktop screen...
arse...........=.=
LMAO... fcuk this boring week.

pretty much before i can get a job i might've turned into a saint! Living basically on just oxygen.
ROFL on the floor if u wan. Imagine me putting on a white silky robe with gold plated laces and my facial hair covering over 60% of the face... pppoooofff! call me ZEUS! or ODIN! hahas.
i think i prefer being LOKI.

CABAL. My character level 134.... lol so hard to train le. very sian ah!! hahas.


Don't Say Goodbye- TVXQ Mirotic version 'C'

can't meet your eyes, not able to read you
like a kid who lost its way, just waiting

the truth is, I know what words to speak
it's not sincerity, it's suspecting, tears are talking

Don't say Goodbye
hear the heart that doesn't let go of this hand
I hear your heart, you still want me, right?
you can't hide, you can't lie, right?

can't allow. this separating lie
look me in the eyes and say, it is not, it is not sincerity

Don't say Goodbye
hear the heart that doesn't let go of this hand
I hear your heart, even if the world parts from us, even if they say it's a hard love
You are my Love, you are my soul

Don't say goodbye don't leave me now oh~
the together shared promise is everything for me

Don't say Goodbye You are my everything to me
my exhausting day will be forever searching for you
I will love you like a never withering spring
you are my love you are my soul

Don't say goodbye you are the only one for me
if today passes by again like a day that was never there,
we won't let go of our hearts and overcome everything, right?
Cause you are my everything to me

Cause you are my everything to me

HOME ALONE DAY 2

Hello, this is the second day of being alone.
I slept at 3 a.m. in the morning. Hmm.
woke up at 12, found the dull sky and went out to feed the koi fish.
It was around the time i put away the fish food..... it suddenly rain heavily.. diao~ have to go change and get washed.

SHooot!
never had my breakfast. and skipped my lunch. went on with tea break.
baked lasagna... hehe. but it was on the border between good and bad. doesn't taste that nice, unexpected.

CABAL-ing.
chiong from level 71 to level 116. ^^
no very hard to level sia. the monster too strong, must always use ulti.
Then my character money also not enough. have to loot for more le.... will waste a lot of time sia.
really like the astral bike sia. so damn cool. the pic is below



then for dinner. woots.
cooked a meal parallel to the great american breakfast.
2 pieces of think meat patty, 3 cheese sausages, a large omelet, green peas and a large jug of vanilla coke.
wooo hooo~ then dessert was ice cream. vanilla with a lot of chocolate-y taste.
now online do stupid research and reading reviews again.

damnation.

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN BORING. This is DAMNATION!
Ever since O levels ended my life is nothing but a hermit in its own shell.
It is either i'm sleeping or eating... furthermore i'm staying in malaysia all alone while my family ius going to Vietnam to visit my dad. LOL.
This is HOME ALONE version KELVIN EO.
hahas.

Hope this coming week will be all safe and rocking. NO RULES!
hehe. I've got ready lots of food and beverages to entertain myself.
however the biggest disappointment is the internet. the connection sucks like a baby going goo goo on his thumbs.

At least i get to go online on 2 machines at one go, a laptop and a desktop side by side.
Blast the music 24/7 and act like a king.

SAD thing. I have 2 gargantuan ulcers on my under lips. ooosh~ pain pain pain.
wahahhas. nvm savour in pain wahahas.

i rejected a job

laziness.
I think im suffering from lovesick.
My definition of lovesick is different.
Lovesick is equal to sick of liking and being liked. =]

Blogging is like history to me.
A time line to my life.
A notepad to record my doings.

Damn, my bloody lappie has problems with dealing to graphics.
It goes off whenever an application thats requires graphic accelerators to operate.
pisses my mind off. Getting a proper laptop after i've earned enough is top priority.
Second in line would be getting a new phone, my N82 takes a few seconds to load a message that has just been received.

Just got Gazette's Leech single, 12012's Aitai Kara.... single and Dong Bang Shin Ki's Mirotic version C album's new 4 sentimental songs.
DBSK's was especially nice. 12012 had improved after turning into a major visual kei rock band.
Gazette... overall was kind of mediocre this time. hais.

Today, went to a interview with Zong Wang, Rui Wei and Nicholas.
Me and Nicholas rejected the offer. hahas.
Cos it will turn us into zombies, the reason being it requires us to wake up at 5+ A.M. and reach the shuttle bus pick-up point at 6 A.M. and the workplace is too far.

No more to add on. Good luck to Book keeping applicants.

babaric eating

The Nuts- 미안해요 nice song.

Two person can't stand on the same stage with different goals.

Now i see it! hahas. It has always been that way.
This law was smeared by my selfishness.

Being together with a girl as a loving couple would be fun from the start, however this enjoying moment will diminish into dust and only will u think that befriending a female acquaintance is better than liking her. You like her and you get swallowed by the blind happiness. I'm still too young to confirm this with u but i assure you all human beings get bored with their other half when the time comes.

Consider me an animal without love. xD

However, when befriending a female is rather fun.
[like a documentary]
Like my beloved friend, uin, she was this flow in her mind that is 'come on tag along, whatever comes will be fun' concept.
baahhhhhhhhhhss.
She is cute and adorable. always too enthusiastic?
anyway she asked me to write abt her and not on my own will eh.

gurps.... I had steamboat for yesterday night and today morning.
2 packets of potato chips. My stomach is filled with Milk tea, H-two-O, Root beer, Coke, Greent Tea and Pepsi. And just 3 hours ago i was still siting in MOSburger eating a teriyaki chicken burger. wakekekes.
Putting on weight is easier than respiring. hahs.

last line.

The last line...
after this exam, to me, a lot of things will fade away and i will feel rather empty.

friendships might be shallow.
No time can be spared.
unable to figure out what the problem is.
This feeling that signals me to feel sad about it.
Why has it got to be this time of the year?
Why time flows pass so hastily?
Isn't it just Secondary one orientation yesterday?
Now we're grown-ups.
Preparing to face what adults face in everday life.

Going to school to have fun might be more enjoyable den resting at home.
=[

Todays cold breeze has set me on a different different viewing angle.

STRESS. a different type from studies. a type that switch you off.

I wish. I wish. I wish. I wish i was a forgetful person.

Forget the sorrow. Forget the memories.

=] smile till i forget who i am.