unstuck

i never went to school friday.
i had always wanted to be in a fantasy world of my own.
making my own stories.
i will play as the protagonist.
wielding a sword. defending for the sick.

in reality. im the bad guy. but im also the good guy.

i wish i could've just be an animal. only living for the sake of survival.
they needn't care whether they have to study to qualify for any jobs.

have u ever felt that there were 2 importan persons in your mind at one time.
thats confusing.
it made me lost feeling for the first.
however, i struggled and knew that the first was the precious one, when i was upset there would be a listening ear.

when the first speaks to me, i'm cheerful deep down in the brain.

i long for that kind of smile. the smile where even the ugliest person would look like a beautiful flower.

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.out of track. byebye.