私は彼女を愛するが、彼女を憎む

Today.
Ran 2.4km
injured again.
went home with zh.
bathed.
went to school by zh father's car.
ate during recess.
took 30 minutes to finish my food.

Wasn't feeling ok.
DNT.
put in a lot of effort.
could have finished the whole object if i had all the nesessary materials.
almost done anyway.

Before maths lesson.
A stupid bimbo stuck her nose into my matters.
made me no mood to do anything.
maths test.
gave every answer in reverse.
ZERO marks.
this time, this little women doesn't know the taste of playing with fire.
and kept on aiming the gun against me.

If i could just quit going to school.
this world would be totally clean from diseases.
PoA.
no intention to joke or answer anybody.
stupidity.
how stupid and stubborn can i go.

i'm just a grunt who can do nothing but watch.

subconscious.
i can't tell your intentions.
i cant feel.
i cant continue anymore.