my 50th post.

today was fine.
i was able to be a playmate of hers.
calling her names and joking with her.
hais, but still... weird.
NVM>.< try harder.
see her trying hard is always the best.

it was only until 'i' got a view on my past, that
i was actually too unconsiderate.
if there was just one more chance. i wanna make her smile.. framed in a beautiful photo.
ruthless decisions, led to destruction.